Even though I've always been blessed with a strong sense of clarity, my life was (and in some areas still is) filled with a constant, low-level hum of confusion and irritation. Like many Creative Mompreneurs, I felt something was "off," a subtle but constant chaos that held me back. I've even given it a name: invisible sabotage.
Recently, in a particularly difficult time, a profound truth emerged. I asked myself, "How could I not see that I was being controlled all these years?" The answer hit me with a "horrible clear-sightedness":
Abusive Control
is designed to be Invisible.
It's meant to feel like "normal" life. My system constantly fought back, defending my ground, but I was so busy fighting the chaos that I couldn't see the larger picture of the cage I was in. The constant struggle was the control.
This insidious dynamic ensures you don't even realize you are a prisoner. Your feelings of confusion, irritation, and the constant need to defend yourself are not a sign of weakness; they are your strength fighting for your truth, even when your conscious mind hasn't caught up.
Recognizing this invisibility is the first, crucial step toward true freedom. It's the moment your conscious mind catches up to what your intuition has known all along.
If you resonate with this feeling of "horrible clear-sightedness," know that you are not alone. Your intuition is your most powerful guide, constantly sending signals, even when the truth is designed to be hidden. Trust that inner voice; it's the key to unlocking your freedom.
In my next posts, I will share more about how my Inner Compass helps to illuminate these hidden dynamics and provides a path to clarity and sovereignty.
Written & Illustrated by Veronica Trombini.
Edited by Gemini.
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